This post is written from my emotional side… I do think that one’s body is like the front cover of a book, manifested as this big shell which people see. Unfortunately, we get judged by our bodies – Whether people act on that judgement or not it doesn’t matter, the judgement has already been made. For example, when a clearly obese family walk into pizza hut and bring out 4 boxes, or an really attractive girl with revealing clothes stumbles out of a club, we already judge them and lay out their background in our heads. Anyway, if a person stands out, they get judged.
There is no way to ‘fit in’ unless you’re invisible. So, what is one to do? I know that if I’m going to be judged no matter what, I would rather be judged as highly attractive. Wouldn’t you? It may sound harsh or vain but when someone looks unhealthy, people , by instinct, stay away.
Although having an attractive body is a big aim for me, my main goal is to challenge myself to become a work of art -stemming from being strict and hard work- luckily, I love lifting weights and being at the gym, but occasionally I have struggled with food. Actually, scratch that, I don’t struggle with food, I struggle with saying NO to the tiny devil voice in my mind- this is where all the temptation is: MY MIND. I can hear how it easily gives into temptation- I can hear ‘that little voice’ in my head saying “YUM, how good would a cheesecake be right now?” and “YOU will feel so good when you eat this delicious pizza”- then I imagine how good it tastes and my mouth starts salivating. Continue Reading